Sweet Dreams Baby

Posted by Joshua at 3:58 am

I try not to think about it but it still happens. I drink vitamins, take supplements, eat healthy foods but I don’t understand why do I still keep getting sick. I hate it when it happens especially that I won’t be able to hold my daughter and do our nightly rituals: playing, reading a story, praying and finally singing to her until she falls off to sleep. I feel like an absentee mom especially that I’m a career woman and I just have the opportunity to bond with my daughter when I come home at night. It’s hard that I’m not able to take care of her personally that I have to leave her to my trusted care giver but it’s doubly difficult that for 3 days now I could only see her from afar. I’m so worried that she’ll get whatever I have that’s why I just content myself watching her and not touching her. I miss her so very, very much. It breaks my heart every time she calls on me and stretched out her arms to carry her but what am I to do? Yaya, told me just an hour ago that Sophia was having trouble sleeping because she suspected that she has my cold virus already. I asked hubby to go and attend to our little baby and true enough Sophie got colds already. This is the thing that I don’t want to happen but I guess the cold virus that I have has already spread in the entire household. Good thing that we have Salinase nasal spray always in hand. I bought it months back when Sophie was still in my tummy thinking that I’ll have a need for it someday. And this day is that someday. I’m relieved that the nasal spray did wonders for her and now my lovely daughter is sleeping ever so soundly already. I just hope and pray that her colds would not worsen like what happened to me.