Acceptance… Surrender…
It took me a loooong time to accept everything. It’s hard. There’s a lot of resistance from within. I kept on pretending that I can survive that way but boy was I wrong! Denial was the name of the game. Slowly, after that enlightening talk that made me realize the lies I’ve been living in, [...]
Walking in the rain on a Saturday morning
Funny how I didn’t feel any negative feeling that night. Just happiness. I was so happy seeing you after a long time. It was a totally great feeling that threatened to overwhelm me… Then walking in the rain made me realize so many things. For so long I’ve kept you in my heart. Crazy, yes. [...]
Credit cards instead of cash
In my opinion, it is better to bring with you your credit cards rather than your ATM cards and cash. Why? We cannot turn our backs and pretend to be ignorant on the fact that a lot of robbery cases are happening every minute in the metropolis. Snatching of bags or wallets containing cash, robbing [...]
They said…
I was shocked to find out that every guy friend I have thinks I am kind and prim and proper back in high school. Hahaha. I should be flattered, really. But I don’t know, one really close guy friend of mine whom I haven’t seen for a decade told me the same thing and I [...]
Melancholy…
Lately, I’ve been feeling down again. It may be caused by the gloomy weather. It may be caused by the songs I’ve been listening to. It may be caused by exhaustion, from making money online. It may be caused by a lot of things. I don’t really know.
Getting mad…
I flare up easily. That I admit. But give me 5 minutes to rant, a minute to calm down, a few seconds to realize that I flared up and a second or two to get back on track. That’s how fast my emotions run its course. Less than 7 minutes! Fast noh?
My soul wishes…
I always know there’s something missing in my life. I am just attributing it to my discontentment of my profession. But there’s just something I can’t quite put my finger on. It’s something I’ve been wanting for so long and yet… This morning, while having breakfast, I saw a mom with her two daughters. I [...]
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