Acceptance… Surrender…
It took me a loooong time to accept everything. It’s hard. There’s a lot of resistance from within. I kept on pretending that I can survive that way but boy was I wrong! Denial was the name of the game. Slowly, after that enlightening talk that made me realize the lies I’ve been living in, life’s going back to the way it used to be… Before all the denials.
I can proudly say that I’m giving my 99% of myself now. There are lapses, yes, but hey, I wouldn’t be human without it!
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My one and only confidante in the office got a job offer from Procter & Gamble this afternoon. Nagulat sila why we’re jumping and laughing and almost crying from the sheer joy brought about by that text message from the company’s HR person. Overwhelming!
A few months back, we’re talking about looking for another job because we’re truly not satisfied with how the companies we’re handling are run… but I was always teasing her that she’ll probably be the first one to go… Hay, nagkatotoo nga!
So happy for her! I stopped looking for another job muna because I’m focusing on A by next year. And I’m learning to appreciate even the negative things about the company kaya okay lang for me to stay pa. Dapat 2005 natuloy na ako but well my mom asked me to stay so I did. Yun pala she’s leaving us na when she made that request. Oh well..
Everything in God’s time.
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Life is never about how bravely you struggle.
Oftentimes, it can be about how willingly you SURRENDER.
Allow God to embrace you just as you are,
and let His love heal you and make you the beautiful,
wonderful, happy person that He made you to be.
God bless everyone!
HAPPY FRIDAY! ^_^
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